Snakes and snails and puppy dog tails....

Today was finally the big day. The day that I have been waiting for...I found out what I will be having today. Another little boy. As I sit here thinking about what this means to me...it takes my breath away and makes me cry. My feelings are so beyond words. Right now inside of me there is a little man. A little man that I was told so many times I would never have. He is my second little man but no less precious than the first. I feel so blessed to have the opportunity to be apart of another life... another life that I know will be something special. So little man inside of me wiggling around....Mommy loves you and I am waiting to hold you, to kiss you, to finally look into those little eyes...those little eyes that I never dreamed that I would be gifted with. I can't wait for all the miracles we get to have together your first cry, your first smile, your first laugh and so many more. There is so much for you to see and do. You have a loving Daddy waiting, and a loving big brother. We are all waiting for you....20 weeks isn't very long...so get strong and grow some more...till I can hold you in my arms...I will hold you inside with my heart...